missing you a lot my boy ;)

yeahh ! u already reached ur UTM !
say thanks to the god for letting u reach thr safely <3
i am still worried abt u actually ;)
we r so far from each other,
i am not gonna know wat u r doing:(
yeahh, u seems to be very busy today,
u didnt even tell me,
i waited for u :(
and i dont like it,
i reli dont know how many times i have to tell u,
i thought u were sleeping,
how silly am i ?
now i really cant predict wat u r doing over thr,
i hope tht our heart still close to each other,
texting everyday wif u makes me feel like u r my bf ;)
but HAHA!
it was my stupid thinking,
mighy be future bf ^^
who knows ?
u told me u have been single for 6years,
woahh ! thts long,
u must be very FAITHFUL,
if i got a chance to be wit u,
i guess i am the lucky one rite ?
haihh,
but still u tell me u r in a trauma condition,
when all thia gonna stop ?
r u ok?
sorry dear, sometime u might not be happy with the way i texted,
but all this happen juz becux of my JEALOUSY,
i hope u can understand,
sry tht i tried to make u jealous,
i wanna c u r jealous or not,
ppl said when a boy is jealous over u,
means tht he likes and cares abt it !
and lastly u admitted ht u r jealous,
thank you mohd faizzuddin,
i wan my birthday gift to be u ?
can i ?
hahas,
yeah yeah i noe u gonna ask me to stop DREAMING !
hehes,
but still its hard for me not to miss u ;)
at least u told me tht u miss me, better than nothing right ?
haha, u r so cute wheneer i looked at ur pictures =x
pls dun perasan ><

sryyy :(

i wanna giv u something tht u can keep,
thought of giving u my ring :)
but dunno why i feel weird ;?
actually i also dunno wat am i thinking;)
but i know tht i like u,
tht wont change, abt 18mins more gonna be saturday,
means the date u r going back to UTM to study,
u must studyy hardd ahh !
so next time i can be proud of u :)

birthdayyyy coming ;)

;) hope tht day would be a happy day ^^
hahas ;)
i am gonna eat a lot !
and another thing,
sry tht i am fat ;)
u might feel uncomfortble wit me ;)
fat and thin very hard to get togther,
i am sry ;)
i am trying to diet,
sry..

cant believe

until today u still think tht i love or like u for fun,
thank you :)
if u really thinks like tht,
why would i still wanna wait,
its better i let go earlier right if i play play ?
sry ;(
why i like u so much ;(
urghhh !

what am i thinking ?

i seriously thinks tht u actually do like me more than a fren,
hahas !
sry perasan sekejap ;p
erm, well,
theres a lot of replacement for u,
but i cant do it :(
becux i seriously is in love right now
urghh,
why u told ur mom abt we sms la ?
aiyoo i am nervous man !
and yeah tomorroe is friday and finally saturday
my dearest will be going back UTM
sad sad ;')
gonna miss u,
even u xsyg me ;)
its ok la, i noe u also wont sayang me,
if u do also i paksa u :)
sry ya my dear !
i dont mean it ^^

haahahha ! jealous

xsangka u jealous ahh ;D
takot i got another one ^^
eeeeee ;0
u makes me happy tho !
should ask u to urut my jari ><
ahahaha ;)

aiyaaaa !

i am backk ;)
hahahaha !
ehh ! thanks belanja me drinkss and makin jokes ah :/
funny man ;p
my dear ;)

aiyaaaa !

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thanks for letting me to c u again on sunday ;)
hehes ;)
mood always grew beter after seeing u (:

very syg u ah :(

sry, not tht i wanna shut down this blog,
is tht i thinks tht this blog is not important btw u and me anymore :(
u know how much i cares for u?
CAN U PLS AT LEAST TELL ME YOU LIKE ME ANOT?
can u juz give a TEXT to me ?
my heart really getting pain and i wanna cry :(
if u wanna be single 4ever, juz tel,
i let u go ok ?
i cant sleep for nights,
remember the other day u went for futsal ?
u told me?
i was awake i dont wanna reply,
i am angry,
i waited u and worried so much,
if i send another msg u will think thti am annoying,
like juz wat u said today "u selalu tanye whr r u?,whr r u?, and whr r u !"
u think i wanna ask so much ?
i worried abt u ok?
and sry :(
i know u dont like smsing wit me,
i disturbed u too much,
i hope u will be happy when i found a replacement to replace u in my heart,
wish me luck k ?
pray for me,
and u will lose me k?
and yeah i know u wan to be single,
sry for trying to get in ur life,
and trying to win ur heart,
its stupid (me),
another reasons is i wanna shut down this blog is tht i wanna forget abt u,
is tht ok?
there r people chasing me and i know u r the same too ;),
syg u ;) gambatehh in ur life :)
chelsea syg faizzuddin ^^
it will be in our memories is tht ok ?
hehes, i stop here.
remember u said i like u for fun ?
actually no,
i really likes u,
sincere ;)
today i am not tht happy while watching movie wit u,
u were too busy with ur phone,
i am dissapointed !
arghhhhh !!!
i dont wan u to leave early but it seems like u r busy,
better not to go out next time..
haihh, good night !
and my heart very pain c ur toes bluee in colour
reallywanna hold u. hand today but u sems bored to be wit me in movuess,
haih ;(
hope to hug u too
so sad man !
jaga2 main futsal,
hati i akn sakit klu u cedera,
i xsmpi ati nk tgk,
;)

i sucks

couldnt believe i cant live without this blog :(
arghh !
i am too naive........
arghhh !
wat does ur latest status means by "how am i gonna express this feelings"
haihh,
knew it u gonna fall for someone,
sry if i always dream too much to have u around, :(
k la, good night !
pray to god nobody sees us tomorrow and we can enjoy ;)
i misses u alot man ! wanna take pictures also i dont dare to ask :(

urgh !

at last my right hand is swollen,
everything i do is with left hand,
even i wanna open
the cover of the highlights i cant do it or a pen :(
tell u also make no diff,
wateva la,
i am gonna stop blogging,
and delete the blog soon,
stupid blog and stupid me !!!!!!!
goodbye bloggy my good buddy ^^
today exactly two months we know each other ;) !
proud and sad on the same time