so, today is 5th FEB,
i met him the day before this date means 4th,
he came to library to meet me,
and sorta like fun-argued yesterday,
its fun but u r very mengarot :)
u was laughing n smiling so much,
i melted in a second,
when i c u,
i forget everything around me,
i love to c u so much,
do u know tht i am still hoping ?
but,
if one day i stop hoping,
i hope u will realised tht i really love u alot be4 tis :)
we know each other for 7months already,
i think wat we both r doing it is juz dream created by me,
u totally got no response towards me,
i always thought u r mine,
but,
i know i am cheating myself to make myself more happy,
life goes on,
both of us also :)
mayb i really cant win ur heart,
epic fail chelsea :)
find someone who wil nt argue n understands u more than i do,
cares abt u,
will be there for u anytime,
wouldn't make u jealous,
the first day of cny i was really reallysick,
but when i saw ur messages,
i really unhappy?
i dunno why,
when i am sick i really nid,
instead on tht day other ppl keep msg n asked abt me,
u r juz like nothing happen when i said i am sick
u r one of the guys i loved the most :)
after this month,
i will slowly move on,
u too k :)
take care of urself <3
i could not be there always for u,
i belongs to nobody becux i dont want to,
i never delete ur msgs,
unless u asked to,
i nvr lied be4,
Ur name wil always be in my heart :)
dont think abt us already,
slowly u move on :)
u will c one day u wil be happy without me,
i am sad but i wont show it up to u,
mayb be4 this i did,
but u wouldnt care much :)
its ok i will take care of myself
