work !

sucks man ;(
humans r juz like ants !
all of a sudden the people come without giving all of us a break :(
have a bad stomache !
thanks to u for caring a bit,
better than nth rite, hehes ;)
thanks for accompanying me also,
pray for ur stomach pain gets well soon <3
xoxo
theres alot of bruises at my hand ;(
aww !
its pain !
MFMF, help me to cure it pls :p
u very mengade x)
always say i wanna kiss u -.-"
yerrerrrrrrr ;p

work !

wanna go out wit u :(

yerrrr TT u going bak johor dy.
not fun :(
i still wanna c u !
I miss u :( awww !
cant wait to c,
dunno how long u will come back once ;)
so worried ! eeeks
TT hope no gals like u :')
dont break my heart,
it will be imperfect without u inside :p

tepuk tangan sebelah

feels like writting something tht turn up in my mind !
aihh ;(
thanks for caring :)
even i dont really want it,
i stil accept,
dun wan u to care abt me so much,
i really dont knw wats in my mind,
i wanna hold my heart for a second and let it stop beating,
i wish i could hug u and say "i hate you ( and then... cry ),
and after tht i walk away,
and never comes back,
and i wish something would happen too,
u hold me and says "i wan u to stay, can i ?" ,
i scare the answer tht u gave me i would juz say "let go",
i will,
whenever i think about both of us i will tears abit ;),
why ?
is god challenging me or something ?
why do i have to express my feelings to this lifeless wall,
why cant i juz talk infront of u ?
am i too scare or i doesnt want to know abt tht truth ;(
can u pls giv me hint,
let me grew stronger ;'(
my heart not strong, but i looked strong?
tell me if u doesnt like me and we wont make it out :(
ok a not ?
after reading this can u tell me at least something ?
and nowadays i havr to text u, nvr even ask i eat already or not,
sryy :)
i have to say it out,
sry if i dont understand u well,
becux u doesnt wants to let me know,
its the time,
i am serious..

arghhhhhh! stop the crap

i have to stop ;(
wuwu !
stopppppppp !
n pls stop it CHELSEA CHEW HUI LING,
good night boy ;)

so fierce ;(

didnt know u r so fierce ;(
i am so scared !!
aihhhhh :(

raya day ;)

bad boy ;p
ask me so many mengarot questions today,
lol, i also dunno how to answer u la ;p
omgg !
the thing is u said u wanna hold my hand,
well i really cant believe,
yeahh as u said,
i shouldnt trust guy words rite,
so should i trust u ?
if i can i will hold ur hand,
aww ! it would be so sweet !
hahahahahas *dreaming*
and yeahhh !!
another one !
u said u wanna bring me back to ur kampong !
awww ! i wan !
i havent go be4, hehes

TT

爱你的我....
很怕，
booooooooo me ! ;)
feels likes stop updating this blog :)
but.......
without this blog i am gonna be bored,
i loveeee euuu very muchieeee BLOG <3

arghhhhh :(

xbes r keje

nk rayaaa daa ;)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI,
kpd...............
MOHD FAIZZUDDIN BIN MOHD FAISAL ;)
yayy !
semoga enjoy pada raya nih,
moga2 next time i dpt celebrate dgn u kn ?
lol, ngaroot je XD hahas ;)

sms quite a lot ahh ! ;)

weeeee XD
its funny when yesterday u said " klu sye ada wife, i tido ngan wife tp tgh2 ada bola"
lol !
cian jd wife u :(
haahahahha !
nasib baik i bukan :)
aduhh ;)
thanks a lot for telling me wat to do when a guy told me "i syg u"
haihh ;)
i daa kasi taw dia i syg dia sebagai kwn,
tp u xjeles pown kn ;)
i jugak yg terfikir lebih yg u akn jeles,
bodohhhhhnyeeee CHELSEA CHEW HUI LING :(
ati i sgt gelisah ari ni,
i cuba kurangkn my like towards u tetapi ia tetap tak nak turun !!!
bencinyeeee :(

early in the morning :(

have a bad stomache !!!!!
making my mood down ):
urghh !
god i wanna get better and go work ;)
pls pls pls ^^

text lesser ;)

text lesser good or both of us ;)
i juz realise it yesterday n i think its true ;)
hehes,
i am the lucky one can go out wit u ^^
right ? :)
thank you a lot a lot :D
never felt tht happy be4 !
awww ;)
u'r kind ;)
plus i am not fierce,
children loves to play wit me and i love them ! ^^
thts why i am childish ;)
u'r mature,
hehes.
mfmf, can u c the diff between both of us ?
satu di langit, satu di bumi kn ?
mcm kamu dgn sye ;D
beza kn ?
izit the bes solution is tht we become good friends ?
HAHA.
and the answer is : YEAP !
i told u you to tell abg suhel impossible,
i dont know why u dont want,
mayb its for another girl,
i juz dont wan ppl to misunderstand me and u,
i dont wan u always tell me,
"ingat jgn kasi taw mrk ke kwn2 u"
i am too bored to hear u repeat and repeat again,
i am sry !
really sry,
i am the only child,
not like u, u got sisters and bros,
they can teach u, backup u whenever u r in the wrong side,
but me ?
who ?
yes my family ( dad, mom and lovely grandma ) ,
but still its diff ;)
sry i sent u the text saying this title,
becux i really feels tht i am bothering u,
annoyed u, (;
i will start planning soon ;)
good luck to u mfmf,
i got my own reasons ;)
not becux of races ^^
or i like any guy, i dont.

the movie we watched : CARS 2

itsss sooooo cuteeeee XD ! awww ;)
likeyyy !
hehes, the red car belongs to me And it is juz like me,
and u r mater the spoil truckkk,
u didnt talk much today ;(
not fun,
i talk to u also,
u mcm nk lyn xnk lyn,
so its ok,
hehes ;)

i feel more relief after sms-ing

i dunno why ;)
feels happy,
it really seems like u never worried abt me,
still i hVe to text u every single time to make sure u r safe :/
why not u ?
if i dont find u, it really worries me,
WHY NOT YOU !!!!!
why !!!!!!

third movies dy !

it comes to the end of our three meeting each other ;)
i have completed it,
so wat now ?
wat should i do ?
i dunnoo luuuu~~~
anything u wanna tell me ?
aihh, i also dont knw
texted wit u few seconds and u said,
u did go to futsal wif them,
and play for fun,
sry..
i am not scolding u wit wat i told u,
i am juz too worried,
mayb i should learn not to be,
why i still so syg u ;(
why i cant put u down,
feels like wanna cry,
i am so tired,
my hand bruise,
my feet the skin is peeling :(
wth man !
i feels like wanna stop working,
and can u stop telling me not to tell anyone i go out wit u?
i wont tell !
pls trust me !
i feel so hard to go on like this.

thinking back wat u texted me yesterday :)

hahas.
can believe u said when u r free,
u will come and find me,
mayb becux wat i posted in here,
u read it,
and u know wat i wanted,
am i right?
aihhhhhhhhhhhhh !

disappointed ahhh :(

MOHD FAIZZUDDIN MOHD FAISAL AHHH !!!
yerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr ! :(
i mara r :(
u nihh kn -.-"
fine fine.
speechless,
today ;(,
first day of work,
so tired :(
aihhhh !
disturb by a boy named xxxxxxxxxx!
buuuu him !
annoyed me much, frustrated !
TT
today, finish work early,
thought of waiting And i called u !
and xsangka i hang the phone ;(
make me angry always !
:( sad case

sigh !

i am very tired :(
u'r injured too,
again !
told u not to go,
degil -.-"
see !
now wat happen to ur toes ?
if abg iwan didnt say i also wont noe u'r injured !
ur nails blue black and pain !
it makes my heartache,
btw, its ok la,
u dont mind my heartache also,
haihh,
so hard to like u and go on like this,
sometimes when i wondered,
i really felt stupid !
and also felt stupid writting this blog,
and u'r reading it,
isnt it funny,
a girl for fall a guy before the guy does ?
encik azhar said something to all the girls in my class
" CARI LELAKI YANG CINTA KAMU SEBELUM KAMU MENCINTAINYA, ATAUPUN DIA MENCINTAI KAMU LEBIH DARI KAMU MENCINTAINYA, SBB KAMU ORANG TIDAK AKAN TAHU BILA LAKI NI AKAN TINGGALKAN KORANG, SBB IA BLH BERLAKU BILA2 MASA SAHAJA, PERCAYA LA CAKAP CIKGU, XPE KALAU DIA XHENSEM TETAPI HATINYA MESTI BAIK, INI ADALAH YG TERBAIK, TUNGGU MEREKA MENCARI ANDA"
in my situation is different,
so i am worried right now,
but if i loses u,
my heart will be real pain,
and i wouldnt like it !
but it seems we r like good friends,
haihh,
are we ?
or not ?
no one knows the answer,
i asked u be4.....
are u scared if i leave u?
but u couldnt answered it,
and for your information,
i knows the answer,
and i wanna say thank you ;)
becux the answer is ; u wan to leave then u leave, i dont mind, becux its ur life, so its up to u if u want to do so ;)

friday.ponteng.

heyy ;) !
good evening !
i juz ate my dinner ;)
AWESOME DINNER ! ;)
err, today i went and training at baskin robins !
aww ;(
its so tiring !
u have to keep korek, korek and korek !
after i korek i have to timbang,
for single scoop junior is about 70 grams,
and for regular single scoop 110 grams,
aww ;( mine is always nt enuf,
we have our greetings training to customers,
and smiling to the mirror practice-.-"
i serve some customers today,
and one of them is a granny and his grandchild,
grandma ; i wan this vanilla ice-cream
me ; regular scoop ?
grandma ; yeahh !
me ; so, confirm vanilla regular single scoop ?
after i scooped.....
x) in 2seconds time,
grandma ; ehh, why the ice-cream so ugly and little ? i wan u to do it again.
well..... i dont have strength anymore, so i asked a guy to help, i told him about wat the grannny said, he does it bigger and then.....
grandma ; okok, satisfied !
me ; please pay at the counter, tq ;)
later tht guy said to me
guy ; sebenarnyee bukan ice-cream xcantik, dia nk lbh je tuu.
i laughed very loud x)
nice experience tho ! ;)
and we trained about 4hours,
is really tiring and kinda torturing :(
btw, in tht time i misses u a lot, juz tht i didnt wan to text u, i knew u will be busy,
but ltr on, when i online fb, u were thr, so i made my move to chat wit u,
yeahh i getting more and more happy while chattin wif u nowadays,
but i have no idea why,
i wish to talk to u soon ;)

YOU !

kuar main futsal lg ari nihh :(
aduhh.
da la injured,
blm baik lg,
degil gak nk main futsal,
xblh belahh XD
hahas.
i keje selama 9 hari untuk cuti nih :')
keje di BASKIN ROBIN !
gembiraaaanyeee dpt ice-cream percuma laa nnt :P
xde rest pown,
moga2 ada r org dtg kn?
hahaha XD
MFMF,
i berharap u akn dtg mkn mlm dgn sye :')
haha !
CHELSEA CHEW HUI LING !
pls STOP dreaming ya :D
hahas !

awww :(

today was the last day in school,
i am not going to school tomorrow :)
i wished some of them SELAMAT HARI RAYA ^_^
awww :)
wish they enjoy !
and u too :)
i saw abg iwan tagged u,
u r injured rite?
ur side knee?
*heartache :)*
told u not to play if u cant,
u didnt wan to listen,
still go out till so late,
ahhh.
stop here.
:)
have a nice day to you :D

OH !

well, whenever i talked to u,
i dont wanna hang up,
or stop sms-ing,
or fb chat ENDED,
keberatan =.="
i am so shitty rite :(
i dont like it !
SUCKS :')
LIFE SUCKS ! :(
but stil,
we have to go on,
MFMF , do not love this blog,
u wouldnt noe when it will dissapear :)
by tht time u wouldnt have the chance to read it anymore,
appreciate while i am still updating it :)
SUDDENLY,
it makes me think back the night we sms-ed,
i said good night my boy :) ( i am sincere ) ,
but when i get a replied from u saying,
" good night my girl, haha ( with a haha behind i noe its not sincere at all :) ) ,
anyway thanks,
i am happy abt it,
even i noe i am cheating myself much ♥

good night to u MFMF♥
and pls do not go out so late,
i am SERIOUS tht i am worried abt u alot :)
k.bye.i know u wont care.
so take care :)
drink more water ♥

another day pass by :)

i met u on the 1/7/11 in the camp,
if i not mistaken :) ,
today is 24/8/11 ,
we knew each other like 55days ?,
hahas.
i still dont know wat r u thiking,
55days is like 55years,
it pass very slow :( ,
i wish i know u longer ? errr, mayb not ><
one of friend told me,
if both of u cant get together,
be his "god sister (adik angkat)" ,
well, i said NO to her :) ,
i rather to stay as a good friend i also wont want to be ur god sister :) ,
no point at all :D
hahas.
well, forget abt it.
bored.

for u :)

MY TRAGIC STORY..
break in my heart and check it :)
i still cant erase u,
i keep thinking abt u,
i wan to see u so badly,
i cant sleep at night,
the sound of rain tht thumps on the window of my heart,
the spot tht u gave up,
i miss you so much,
i reli cant sleep at all night,
your back is showing to me tht u'r leaving and avoiding me,
i cant do anything anymore,
i regret it so much,
i am sry,
i hope u will be here,
i cant be patient becux someday u wouldnt exist,
the tears in my eyes flow down,
i wont be able to forget u,
until when i will be like this ? ,
all night i only thinks abt u :),
why did i turn out to be here? ,
the distance between u and i has gotten bigger,
i was the servant for this love,
we do agrue for sometimes,
wat u feels ? ,
why am i so frozen right now ? ,
wat i nid ? ,
you hit my stuffy heart ! ,
wit ur hands clasped together :) ,
i will pray :),
forget abt u is hard,
i am sry and i know how u will react when u c this :) ,
i only can say sorry,
everything will be okay ! ,

<3

sry i talked to much :)

i gonna admit here,
i tears the night i chatted wit u :)
sry :')
thanks !
i got nth to say more :)
but i am really ok and happy yesterday ! :D

thivuu !

haha,
laughed and play alot wit her today x)
i even sleep in class :)
hehes.
i guess i am dreaming too :D
hahhas !
i dunnno wat teacher crapping in front !
aww :(

0330 :)

nice song ! :)
hehes.
love this song very much !

when u miss someone wat would u do?

1. waiting for them to text u
2. wish they would juz appear in front of u
3. a call from him/her
4. go out with him/her
5. i dont know anymore.

school :)

wore my new long sleeve uniform to school !
AWESOME :D
but, the weather damn hot today T_T
sweats a lot :(
awww !
slept in class X)
hahas ! yay :)

after FINAL DESTINATION, COWBOY and ALIENS :)

aww :)
i watch wit u again !
ITS SECOND time :)
i feels happy to go out wiff u :)
hahas.
u'r cute !
i juz cant take my eyes off you ! ><
u talk alot today :)
not bad, lame jokes ? doesnt make sense jokes ? ahahha !
well, i wanted to take some pictures wit u,
but i am not daring anough to ask :(
i was so cold in the cinema :(
until my fingers and toes were NUMB !
u'r cold too :)
hahas :)
well, mayb next time u can offer to hold my hand ?
like wat u said to me after the movie
"dulu kn i tgk movie, pastu sejuk adalah tht girl hold my hand sbb dia xnk kesejukan"
hahahas, i xsampai hati to c u sejuk also :)
well, i wont do it :D
hehes
btw, i wish u were thr wit me longer :')
my friend said u looks cool,
wish i am thinking the same too =.="
expecially when u'r watching movie :D
hahas !

well, end here :)
imy after all :D

FINAL DESTINATION 5

arghh TT
scary :( and catch a cold :')
it was exciting !
i am scareD ><
ekks !
its digusting!
the LASER for the eye X)
GYM !
BUS !
MASSAGE CENTER !
KITCHEN !
AEROPLANE (on the way to PARIS) !
this movie length is abt one and a half hour !
well, nice experience !
becux its 3D
now i have a heart attack X)
i SURVIVE ! :D
yipppiee :)

i think we have to stop :)

i didnt noe u'r reading my blog or not,
thank you for telling me i am CHILDISH,
u'r right, i never tried to be mature be4 ?
life is not FUN without a person being CHILDISH :)
how if i am always serious ?
everyone will love it?
MFMF i like u for now, and i have to let go u for now :')
i am sry,
i couldnt go on like this,
its not becux i dont love u,
or i dont like u..
its juz the matter we couldnt get along rite?
u dont even like me a bit till now,
u never wants to tel me wat r u feeling towards me,
if i always ask u,
u will be thinking wat is the matter wit me rite?
i think i am silly and stupid,
u noe something ?
i never felt this deeep be4,
my longest relationship is 3months,
not more than tht u noe?
but u, i can be wit u till u dont want me :)
but well,
i dont think it works anymore,
do wateva u want right now,
i would juz be normal to u,
till the day u like me,
then we can consider abt it,
mayb sometimes i will tell u tht "i like u MFMF♥"
i wish u will thought tht its real :)
going all through this is hard for me :')
but not u :)
my heart cant bare the pain anymore,
i mean NO MORE :D

hahas, thanks :) ♥

cant believe wat happened yesterday and today afternoon ♥
thanks :)

haihhhhhh :( sigh....

keep on thinking abt u :(
barely can concentrate sometimes :')
i misses u so much !
wat is wrong wit me?

my expression : =)

its hard to smile even i dont want to,
but i have to :)
becux i wanna c u smile,
but u will never know :)
everyone loves saying abt me and u,
anything happen they would juz tagged ur name,
but, is there any use of tagging ur name?
it feels so hard to go on like this,
looking at ur names all over wat i posted,
becux no point they doing tht,
ONLY ME, U and THE GODS know :)
any love songs of mine would make me think of u :)
i tried to control myself to not text u,
why cant i do it?
why cant u juz text me?
even a good morning?
why do i have to text so many times.
and after tht only u would replied?
cant u juz at least let me know u actually cared abt me ?
sometimes i tell something i really mean it, u would juz ignore :'(
well, the end :)

i am getting fatter :(

if i am fat i think my chances for him to like will gets lower :(
i have to keep fit :(
but......... my mouth couldnt stop me from eating :')

:)

IMY, ILY and Many More :)
well, its so hard right to keep a relationship quiet !
but i am happy also,
so tht my mom or cousins wouldnt noe !
hahas, when i can i c u jealous on me?
when would it happen?
mayb wont also :)
hehes,
i making too many conclusions ><
ekkks
*stop thinking chelsea*
yesssssss, i mmg very syg u :(
argh,
every seconds i am thinking abt u !
:)
but i wont neglect my studies too ^_^
u will always ask abt my homeworks,
i admit i lied sometimes,
becux when i am not in a good mood,
i rather choose to chat wit u than doing all my homeworks !

-the end-

BAZAR RAMADHAN

woots woots !
yess ! at last i am going this heaven place ! :)
thank you JOEY !
yes to MELISSA AND ZHI JING :D
i can eat wit u all and then i will gain weight =.="
wat a wonderful day :)
yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy !
:D

dont mean it :)

sry tht i wasted some of ur credits to call me up
i really dont mean it ^_^ hehes :)
thanks ! i really really enjoyed the time we spend on the phone !
xoxo :)

MFMF ♥

now u even care more abt me♥
i appreciate :)
u worried abt me when i am alone in the mall,
its sweet ♥ thank you MF
i am sry wit wat i told u be4 :(
abt u'r not concentrating, caring, like all this while wat am i doing to u is pointless, disappointed, i am sry, i have to tell my feelings, this is the only way for u noe :(
but LUCKILY u'r not angry ^_^
u said " u say i nvr care abt u? i always worried abt u..n u say i dont care? i try to make my free time to u and u said its pointless? i also try to open my heart to u but u say i never giv chance to u? i never asked u to giv up.i thought u were happy abt it, if u'r not happy to leave me, why u always said u wanna giv up? i always said tht i dont want to hurt u? but why u assume tht i never care abt u? "
with this text from u to me ♥
only i realise i actually do exists is ur life :)
thanks MF ♥
heart u lots !

MOVIES on SUNDAY 7/8/11 THE APES !

thank you to you :)
i had a wonderful day, even the movie is only 2hours,
we didnt talk much,
mayb we r not used to it :)
thanks for making stupid jokes ><
hahas :)
i heart u ! MFMF ! ♥
even its hard to go through all this :D
stay strong ♥
hehes, only at this date i noe u never wanted me to giv up on u :)
so, i wont do tht anymore♥
i promise !

KOLOKIUM

students tht involve : 1. HUI TING ( leader :D )
2. YEN LING
3. ZHI JING
4. CHELSEA
we have been worked very hard for this project :)
hope we will succeed ! :D <3

its been almost ONE month :)

well, i get to know abt u more and more
from day to day,
i think my attitude is not tht gud,
becux i always merajuk,
even if i merajuk also,
u wont giv me any response :( ,
haihh, seriously like tepuk tngan sebelahhh,
izit i didnt giv much effort on it or wat?
wat am i lack of?
or he doesnt like me from the start?
sometimes, when i am alone, i will be thinking "i am too tired to go on like this, i am sry, i might giv up on u :( "
any ideas to make me stronger? :)

-xoxo-