i think we have to stop :)

i didnt noe u'r reading my blog or not,
thank you for telling me i am CHILDISH,
u'r right, i never tried to be mature be4 ?
life is not FUN without a person being CHILDISH :)
how if i am always serious ?
everyone will love it?
MFMF i like u for now, and i have to let go u for now :')
i am sry,
i couldnt go on like this,
its not becux i dont love u,
or i dont like u..
its juz the matter we couldnt get along rite?
u dont even like me a bit till now,
u never wants to tel me wat r u feeling towards me,
if i always ask u,
u will be thinking wat is the matter wit me rite?
i think i am silly and stupid,
u noe something ?
i never felt this deeep be4,
my longest relationship is 3months,
not more than tht u noe?
but u, i can be wit u till u dont want me :)
but well,
i dont think it works anymore,
do wateva u want right now,
i would juz be normal to u,
till the day u like me,
then we can consider abt it,
mayb sometimes i will tell u tht "i like u MFMF♥"
i wish u will thought tht its real :)
going all through this is hard for me :')
but not u :)
my heart cant bare the pain anymore,
i mean NO MORE :D