feels like writting something tht turn up in my mind !
aihh ;(
thanks for caring :)
even i dont really want it,
i stil accept,
dun wan u to care abt me so much,
i really dont knw wats in my mind,
i wanna hold my heart for a second and let it stop beating,
i wish i could hug u and say "i hate you ( and then... cry ),
and after tht i walk away,
and never comes back,
and i wish something would happen too,
u hold me and says "i wan u to stay, can i ?" ,
i scare the answer tht u gave me i would juz say "let go",
i will,
whenever i think about both of us i will tears abit ;),
why ?
is god challenging me or something ?
why do i have to express my feelings to this lifeless wall,
why cant i juz talk infront of u ?
am i too scare or i doesnt want to know abt tht truth ;(
can u pls giv me hint,
let me grew stronger ;'(
my heart not strong, but i looked strong?
tell me if u doesnt like me and we wont make it out :(
ok a not ?
after reading this can u tell me at least something ?
and nowadays i havr to text u, nvr even ask i eat already or not,
sryy :)
i have to say it out,
sry if i dont understand u well,
becux u doesnt wants to let me know,
its the time,
i am serious..
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