we r together on the 3rd may and now we r two months together.. but it seems like a funny relationship, dear, u cant even remember the date, i cried becux i argued with u, every movie i watched i think abt us, it seems like i dont reli love u anymore, i am so tired tht i have to do everything to keep this relationship working, i am a girl, i am strong physically, doesnt mean tht i am mentally strong too, i know u still dont love me, sry i aleays doubt u? u never show me tht u care for me, guys were chasing me, so do girls r chasing u, i never feel be love or to be love by u before, it doesnt matter who r u, i juz reli reli care abt u n me.. i duno how long i still can go on like this ? i never recieved a call from u ? u always wait me to find u, why i see others couple r different ? they r so sweet together, but we ? u knows better than i do, it seems like everything is easy to u, i would like u to coke back and meet me and then giv me a hug and whisper to my ear and say "I LOVE YOU DEAR" i am satisfied til here :) i hope u can make our relationship better than last time and i wish u were here to v me crying ^_^ XOXO love, chelsea