i am blank

hurm,
i dont know wat happen to myself,
i am sick these few days ;)
r u still reading this blog ?
or i am writting it alone without anyone reading it ?
it was stupid :(
23/1/12 is coming,
i am very scared :(
i wan a happy ending :'(
i am no ready if the answer is NO,
i might pain till i dont know wat to say,
i am trying to avoid but i know i will also get the answers,
:)
goodnight paeh

final :)

it comes to ur final months again !
yeahh <3
i am here to pray for ur test or exams?
not only tht, ur health and everything too,
sry i argued wit u the other day,
but i think its juz becux i love you ?
hurmm, oood to hear tht got lots of girl waiting for u answers ;)
i think i am not gonna be tht lucky to have u,
i wan u to care abt me,
if a guy loves a girl, no matter how bz he is,
he will at least send a msg to him :)
how i wish u to be like tht,
haihhhh :(
i got JPJ test tomorrow,
i know u already forgot ;) good 4 u, bye

miss u more than know

=( sorry
i didnt want to stay :(
but every time i wanna walk away,
u will be here :)
i juz feel tht i need u so much,
5/12/11, talked in the phone,
hurm,
it was cool,
i juz know i misses ur voice,
and yahh,
i dunno when u can be sweet :(
j juz wanna go away :'(

hehe

heeee~~~ i misses euu so much <3
i sleep alot over here <3
no worries at all !
all i have to do is sleep =)
isnt it cool ?
how r u ?
doing good ?
^_^

1/12/11

aihh, today was the 5th month i know u =) i was very happy ^_^ but too bad i am in singapore >< couldnt wish us, but i think it will be okay for u, cux we r not couple ;'( sometimes it was really happy to be wit, but high disappointment from u wil be waiting for me to go through, hurmm... i did not blame u for u r late when u eat, but u ate for almost 45mins ? hmm =( i really dont know wat r we up to, but i juz know my heart still loving u like i always do <3 should i go on and wait for u ? or wat should i do ? mayb u r not serious =/ 

one more day to go ;)

i didnt get to c u today,
i feel so unhappy,
going sg soon,
cant text wit u anymore,
take care of urself when i am not around,
hurm,
u said we still can chat at fb ?
u online u also wont find me ?
so i dont tink we will chat,
u dont have to find me laa,
haihh,
i noe i gonna miss u lots ;')
i love u :(

UKM

went to UKM ;)
i really thought i can forget everything About u :)
how stupid !
i went there, day and night i was waiting ur msgs,
how much do i have to cry ?
how can i make u stay ?
i have fun a lot over there,
but my mind and heart is not in the camp at all,
i know for u is diff,
u dont even mind.. mayb u do?
i dont know,
becux u never show :)
first dy when i reached,
i already become popular :)
becux when the president asked " who can lead for girls "
and yeahh, my name is been called up ;)
and later another vice president gave speeches abt UKM life,
u know wat ? he looks exactly like u MFMF ;')
everywhr i go,
i will c u !
why ?
in the night we have ice breaking, its cool ;)
we play group booming ! ^_^
the guy who looks like u keep disturb and play wit me :)
hehe,
i am sick tht night,
so i went and sleep at 12am,
i am the earliest among all my friends,
they r making noise but i am sleeping like theres no tomorrow ^_^
second day,
wake up early, exercise wit them and chicken dance too ;)
but he did not come in the morning,
i wanted to c him so much,
juz becux he looks like u,
after tht we had breakfast and we kumpul at the same place,
and later i went to toilet and she locked me inside,
the door was spoiled,
i am locked abt 6 to 7mins,
i keep shouting,
one of the faci rescued me ;)
thanks to him !
but i cried badly and i was very down becux i was too scared,
we did play water games,
in the night got like mlm kebudayaan ;)
i acted,
everyone laughed at my jokes ^_^
feel proud,
he was everywhere i went,
i am actually same group wit him,
but i did not wan ^_^
becux u r still in my mind,
i have lots of fun there !
all the kakak and abang very nice to me,
second day was the last night,
two kakak n him sent me back to my hostel,
i dont have to walk,
heeeee :)
he talked to me alot alot :)
and in a moment i feel it was like u talking to me,
but i told myself its not u,
third day is the day we had to go back ^_^
i talked for the majlis penutup becuz they ask for pandangan,
and i talked !
they r impress ;)
my group won number 2 ^_^
weeeee <3
nice camping ;)